Friday, March 27, 2009
i dreamed of my dad juz now. i dunno was that a dream or some words he want to tell me. i was throwing my temper and my dad suddenly appear and said "你要好好做人,不要再任性了。 这样我才死得安心。" after saying, he juz disappear and i woke up from my dream. suddenly i had a lot of flashback of how well my dad treat me. the times he drove his motorcycle and brought me to school. the busy guy who continue working even when he was already not feeling well at that moment. the guy who was very nice to everyone.
my tears couldn't control itself and keep falling. now that i'm writing this post i still continue crying. i remember on the 7th day after my dad passed away, a lot of my siblings including me dreamt of my dad but not my mom. i know that she was very upset about this incident but she juz kept it inside her. i shouldn't let her know about this dream if nt i'm afraid that she might broke down like my grandma when my grandpap passed away and gt a stroke after that.
Dad i promised you, i will work very hard and take care of this family.
May you rest well in heaven.
Your forever son.
sabishii~
8:56 AM