Working hard for more money to cover my expenses and spare cash to save and pay for my loans.

Study hard in university so not to waste my years as well as money for the course

Rest hard so that I have the energy to do the two most important part (work and study)

But what I am doing now is work hard and not for the other two. Had been playing around, slacking and sleeping late. Really need a change badly, sigh

Friday, October 26, 2012

I'm tired because I slept late at night and the reasons behind sleeping late is not because of studies but relaxation!

Need to control!

sabishii~
1:31 AM

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Going to control my diet if not I would not be able to slim down no matter how much I exercise!

sabishii~
10:24 PM

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Start studying around 2pm till 8pm and only managed to complete my POA homework. Tried to study my maths too but I am really weak in maths and it is very difficult to understand it without someone beside me to answer my doubts.

Just asked weide about one question that I am struck and he managed to clear my doubts. Really grateful that with his help, I am able to carry on with other questions but am also worried that I am disturbing him with his work.

Hopefully I can continue with my revision tomorrow too

sabishii~
1:58 AM

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Feeling for someone is a common thing for me. It is not because I like someone but it might be due to loneliness and wants for accompany.

I think I really need to act more mature. I feel that all my actions and sayings in the past are so childish.

Enough of emotional things, shall talk more about my studies as well as my current weight loss plan progress.

Firstly, it's been two days since my 1 week school break start. Planned to make full use of this break to catch up with all my modules but all I did for past days was slack. Tomorrow meeting Eugene and the rest for revision, hopefully I will be able to catch up with some of my modules.

The reason that I am lacking behind and not doing revision is not due to work but because of my laziness as well as lack of self control. There are a lot of people who work even longer hours and days and still able to catch up with school cause they have self control and this is what I lack of. Going to start to control myself and stop wasting all this precious time.

Second thing that I'm going to talk is my plans for weight loss.

I had decided that every Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday will be the day I go jogging or physio. For Thursday, if I have physio on that day, I will skip my scheduled jogging and if I do not have then I will go for a jog.

Today, I managed to cover approximate 5km run in bishan park (1.5 round of AMK-Bishan pond garden). Going to continue this distance and slowly increase it. Hopefully everything will go fine and nothing happen to my legs and I can start going for my marathon.

Alright, this is a long post, shall stop here and sleep. Night to whoever that happen to read my blog

sabishii~
1:25 AM