Tuesday, February 7, 2012
It's really very hard to control your expenses as well as diet.
for the past month, i had been trying my best to minimize all the unnecessary expenses i used to spent on like snacks, junk foods and canteen but there's always temptation as well as social influence.
just this 2 weeks, the spendthrift me that i tried to keep deep down inside me just surfaced up again. had been eating MacDonald this few days even though i'm not that hungry and i even ordered a dessert!!! Damn! and today i even bought chocolate waffle as well as hotdog bun when i'm at Aljunied! so waste of money!
Why must all my friends start asking me out for gathering when i just determined to save money.
Like on Wednesday, we went to Old Airport Road and today they asked me out but i rejected.
I really don't want to spend those unnecessary cash on stuff like these but if i don't go, i might start drifting away from my friends which i felt it right now.
another thing that i lost control is my diet.
the lesser i eat every meal, the more crave i have in me at night and I'll start searching for food at home which is worst cause all i can find are junk foods.
really envy how Zhi yang can control himself so much that he can restraint himself from eating all those unhealthy stuff as well as keeping himself in good shape. I'll try to do that so to achieve my target weight of 70-74kg which I have to lose another 11-15 kg before i ORD in August. Hwaiting!
sabishii~
3:59 AM
