i seriously have no idea what she's thinking.

feel like commenting on post but i didn't. feel like smsing but i didn't.
the reason for those are to give her some space of her own. i dun wan to give her an impression that i'm too "sticky" and make her dislike me.

i'm tired now. really wan to know the truth of what she's thinking. most likely i will get the answer that i thought of already but still i have the slight wish it will come out differently.

been lying on my bed for the past 2hours trying to sleep but i can't. i have no idea why is that so but when i close my eyes, her images appear in front of me.

kind of foolish of me right haha... but that's just me

Monday, August 8, 2011

ok i'm getting control of my emotion right now. won't get moody so easily le.

what u decided is a right choice, what u need now is to study hard for your upcoming exams.

went back camp today for the stupid carat. lots of ppl got injured when fighting each other and it's just a min. before we ended our lesson for the day, they told us that Wednesday we will be having 2-3 mins fight which means it will be more injury-prone.

going get my medicine soon =P

sabishii~
11:25 PM

Sunday, August 7, 2011

why am i always getting emotional so easily?

just by reading her post, seeing their photos, it's making me feel very emotional.

just dun feel like doing nothing and just walk around with my music on loud, hearing nothing the rest of the world is saying.

i really dun understand what's she's thinking, how she feel about me, but i seriously wan to be with her, taking care of her and prevent her from getting hurt and feel sad.

she deserves something more, things that can make her happy.

i like her smile, but due to the things that happening around her, i seldom get to see her smile like she used to. i understand that we don't really know each other for a long time but sometime love is just like this. you don't really have to know each other for a very long period of time, to fall in love.

i can't promise you that i can bring you happiness every day, always be there when u need me but no matter what, i will try to be there when u need me, bring u happiness whenever u are with me, and do whatever things that can bring the smile back to your face.

really hope u can give me a chance and be with u always

sabishii~
9:59 PM

Saturday, August 6, 2011

woke up by bro this morning to eat breakfast at mac.
only slept for 6 hours =.=

after breakfast, went straight to school to find pig but she's too busy with her video.
felt real sorry, pig for making you feel guilty as u are unable to meet me earlier.
went cineleisure to eat lunch together and she went to raffles and meet her family for museum trip.
continue my day with yanting for movies and shop around town till 10.

tomoro will be going exercise whole day!
boring Sunday~

sabishii~
11:24 PM

going to start blogging again, thanks to our dear ordinary girl Pig ((=

alright, where should we start?

woke up early morning at 6am+ and start preparing to go to camp for the stupid exercise carat. being helping out with the tea break and lunch ration for the whole day till 1pm and off we go.

felt kind of sad when i received her sms saying that we won't be meeting today.

i know that something must had happened but it's not something that i can do.

felt so bored throughout the day until i saw her message at 6pm+

wanted to meet her but time doesn't permit us to do so ))=

but at least we will be having lunch in school tomoro ((=

alright nothing much to type le~

await my next post, whoever is reading it :P

sabishii~
1:25 AM