i dunno why am i always so emotional when i'm with jen, vanessa they all. i'm trying very hard inside of me to get close to them but thn i somehow step back. was emo-ing alone using computer. left jen's house at 620pm and i walked to another bus stop to take another bus home. walking to another bus stop isn't becoz i dun wan to take bus with them, is just that i dun have much money left in my ezlink and i dun wan to transfer train or bus from yishun.

just completed my LOGD tutorial for next lesson. i did that so that i will have more time doing my project next week. tomoro going to wake up around 5.15am in the morning for the wheel, walk and jog event held at hort park near habourfront. meeting xuemin and the rest at habourfront mrt at 715am tomoro and i dun wan to be late again like i always did. going to bed soon. btw i'm left with $18 dollars in my wallet and $5 with xuemin for the next week sob~