Once again I sent her home.

I have no idea why am I doing this again. Ok it maybe true that it's dangerous for a girl to go home alone at late hours but this is not the first time I did it.

Previously I even went all the way from amk to cck just to buy cakes for her because she have a craving for cakes at that moment. When I reached her storey, I messaged her and called her but she didn't replied so I just waited blindly for an hour sitting at the stairs hoping that she will reply. Till my last bus home is about to leave thn I went back. The following day when she replied saying that she fall asleep and asked me why I called, the only thing I can say is nothing. Really silly of me.

Now that there's a guy who can take good care of her appeared, and I know it's time for me to back off but still, I'm doing stupid stuff. Just like just now, After sending her home, I missed my bus home so I walked almost 1.5 hours just to get back home.

Guess it's really time for me to wake up my ideas.
Wake up Gary!